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Drag

6/29/2018

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647. 
Physics, metaphysics
(Pardon me, this was accidentally posted under 641.  Here it is anew.)

Drag

Thought of this a few days ago so hope I can recall it accurately.  One can divide the world into the material and the invisible.  In the invisible realm lies the spirit and other dimensions.  The physical is what's around us and time.  When our mind breaks through to the spiritual world, or timeless world, we obtain a new understanding.  This is food for our insides, or soul, or still center.  Or one can say it touches God, or is God given.

As we function in the material world with this new understnading we attempt to move forward and transform the material world around us to conform to this new realization. Since it is matter and energy it can take the new form for just so long and then falls short.  It weighs us down and becomes a drag.  We are literally 'dragged' down. For a time the new physical forms have a sparkle but eventaully they turn into dead weight, or drag as said.

Some drag becomes extinct.  The weight of the rest causes inertia and decay and   friction within us so we are propelled to delve into the new realm or timeless zone for new understanding.  Or, in spiritual terms, we empty ourselves of matter and receive what is from beyond, Once done, a new way of seeing is received and the matter around us starts to glitter and sparkle again for a time.

If we get too caught up in the material we become weighed down. If we just foucs on receiving from the invisible we lose functionality in this world. A back and forth relationship or dance has to exist between the two.


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Doubts

6/29/2018

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646. 

Spiritual living

Doubts

1.  Life?

Are all our moves in life, no matter how small, of some importance? Are they watched and do they matter?  Do they add up to something?  Do they count?  Do they have meaning? 

Or, is life, life.  It just happens.  Stuff is thrown at you randomly and you just try to keep your balance no matter which way it shifts. Does life have its own life, regardless of what you believe or make of it?  Does life has its own purpose beyond ours?  We have our purpose but we live in life's house with its own purpose. Does it have its own game that we are just pieces in? There is a 'see what happens' element to it even if you believe there is a higher power in charge.

2.  Awareness?

My dad used to say it's good to be aware.  'At least you are aware' he would say.  He often wasn't aware that he was often unaware, but he valued awareness.

His last year in life was very unpleasant. It was not a peaceful passing.  I'm sure he suffered unspoken pain and indignities. He got dismantled.  He blurted out at one point 'I'm being punished.' He was tubed up, medicated up, cut up, and then it all stopped and the end was waited for.  Where was awareness during all this suffering?  Could one maintain such elevation to one's own condition at this point? Wasn't it a luxury now?  Did his suffering come from not being aware enough?  But how aware can we be, any of us?  Wasn't he just one with his suffering, no room for any outside realm to exist within him? He couldn't talk and I couldn't ask but if I could ask I would say 'Are you able to be aware now?'

 

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June 29th, 2018

6/29/2018

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645.  Past

Observations

Just continuing



All people are grabbing this and that: cars, land, houses, and stocks. At least it's better than killing one another. It's better than war. As for me, I am too tired for this. So I just continue.



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Could have helped

6/29/2018

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644.  Past

My family

Could have helped

I have written about realizing how after many years I wasn't there for my mom and dad.  I could have helped them with what I knew.  I could have helped despite themselves
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The limits of dogs and humans

6/16/2018

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643.

Principles

Thinking, understanding 

The limits of dogs and humans

Our minds and consciousness  can't be in two places at once. That is why we get in trouble.  When thinking or involved in one line of thought and following through with reason we are not capable at the same time of maintaining the opposite dynamic also occupying our thoughts and thinking.  Unless you are rotely reciting the thought, the thought is forming in your mind and it involves all of your essence to bring it to fruition.  Again, an opposite thought or just a different thought cannot exist side by side with your thought.  Not at the same time? 

Hence we get in trouble and have difficulties.  Why?  Because we are not aware of the whole.  We are not aware of thoughts that slightly differ and might be closer to the   entire expansive picture that unifies.  So we act on incomplete information.

When we see a dog we observe it is responsive through its senses and instincts to what is around it and what it is coded to do. The dog does have feelings of course but we can't help but notice how reactive its responses are to its immediate surroundings. The smells, the fears, the hungers, the noises all affect the dog and he reacts.  The same with a cat.  A dog that connects with its owner is often reactive to the owner's actions. A cat seems more immediately affected by every detail of whats around it, and it responds or totally blocks it out. We observe them with a larger perspective and scope of reason and thinking and see their limitations.

As humans this thinking and reason also engulfs us.  We are responsive to concepts and ideas and reason and mental constructs.  Usually when caught up in one we cannot be in another.  Just as a dog smells food and is taken over by that smell, we are taken over by a thought or an idea.  In both cases the dog and human can't be in two places at once.  In this dimension that is our limitation.  The animal has its senses and instinct, we  have our thinking and concepts.  Both are products of this material world and have their limits.

As we see the scope of a dog is limited, God sees our scope as limited.  We can only see so much.  We can only think or see a limited amount at one time.  We can only solve one problem at a time.  All the while God sees the whole picture but we just see our 'take.'
Hence we trip and fall often because of this.  Sometimes it works because it proceeds one step at a time in time.  However often it disappoints immediately or eventaully because it is just one thought process and doesn't see the whole.  It might try but something is always left out. We can't change our design and 'make up' but we can be aware of them.


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Things just continue

6/16/2018

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643.  Past

Observations

Things just continue


One waits for culmination, some resolution, but things just continue.

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Revenge on NY

6/16/2018

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642.  Past

Personal

Revenge on NY

It's in one small compartment in my brain, that is, to take revenge on New York.  New York took away my health, my mental equilibrium and on and on.  It extracted a large price.  But this is not my primary or even secondary motivation.  But it is also there, having its own small compartment.

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