(Mom passed away a number of years ago. This is a look back before she did.)
What to do?
During a visit to my mom’s I massaged her shoulders, which were tight, and then her feet, where she had a lot of pain that kept her up at night. Multiple health issues plagued her and it was very hard to see her suffer. Her mind remains intact. Questions were raised. Was her prolonged suffering payback for some of her wrongs? Was she being kept alive for a purpose, even the purpose that I was not ready to lose her? I did not need one more loss in my life. I made appeals about this. The answer was beyond my comprehension and my appeal was just another thing to try. What to do? What to do?