Regular and grand
I've tried being an average solid American.
I've tried being a regular solid guy.
I've tried giving up the need for greatness or grandiosity.
I've tried just doing the art on the side.
All this has not worked.
I then tried to project myself,
to push myself out,
expand where I could.
But this also was not complete.
So which it is I cannot say.
I will just accept what is meant to be.