Observation
Oh glorious meditation
For awhile it was like magic,
you sit still and just look at your thoughts
and suddenly your fingertips tingle and vibrate
and your insides fill with a lighted energy
that bursts from deep within.
Oh glorious meditation with your sparkling lights
and intricate patterns that probe and reveal.
Even you, a golden tool and gem of this life
offer no protection from who I am
and what I face during my day.
I wanted and expected more than this.
and after receiving the gift of seeing
the cure still eludes me. 2