Oh glorious meditation
For awhile it was like magic,
you sit still and just look at your thoughts
and suddenly your fingertips tingle and vibrate
and your insides fill with a lighted energy
that bursts from deep within.
Oh glorious meditation with your sparkling lights
and intricate patterns that probe and reveal.
Even you, a golden tool and gem of this life
offer no protection from who I am
and what I face during my day.
I wanted and expected more than this.
and after receiving the gift of seeing
the cure still eludes me. 2