Farthest I’ve gone
Talking to God, whether imagined or real, is the farthest spiritually I've been able to evolve. It not as if you really hear a voice. It's just a presence that translates to you ideas in terms you understand. Perhaps it is just for a time and then disappears. As life dictates its own terms it is hard to hold onto. Indeed it can be grabbed onto for egotistical reasons, thinking you are now special and occupy a unique spiritual space while here on earth. Most of these concepts wear out with time and one is left disappointed. It might have been a point touched while belief was somewhat intense or there might be an appropriate place for it to fit in as time unfolds. In the meantime under duress it still is there when appealed to. For now, we have to see what the future holds as to this special form of relating to the above.